goodness series

youre the worst thing in my life
but you make things feel alright
youre nothing that I wished for
but everything I want
with you I say things that I wouldn't
and do things that I shouldn't
youre nothing that i pictured

but the only thing i see
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shes hormonal. or the first syllable anyway. i may not know her, but shes a bitch all the same.
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you make me feel like a little lady
in my track shorts and oversized hoodies
you make me feel really pretty
in my baggy sweats and loose tees
my hair pulled back, with my shades on
i know that, i dont have to show off
cause youre a rare few, that doesnt care
about how i look or what i wear
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i always wanted a fairytale, i forgot they were fiction
you had me thinking it was real
took advantage of my addiction
my prediction, your no prince
jurisdiction is envinced
fairytales are epic fails,
at making love seem sweetly real
your no hero, no debate
fell asleep with the dragon awake
a poor excuse of a man,
bemuse, confused, here i stand
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i like the way we are, i like how ere best friends
i like the way we talk, how conversations never end
i like how we have our jokes, secretively
and i like the way i feel, the anxiety
i like the way you abbreviate the simpliest lines
and i like how i can see your laugh in your eyes
i like our arguments, so silly at times
and i like how your the reason for most of my rhymes
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the more i think about you, the more perfect you seem
and the more i think its coming true, the more its a dream
this feeling i cannot shake
its got a hold on me
all night i lay in bed awake
thinking of how it should be
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cause your some kind of beautiful
and its an addiction boy
i cant seem to let you go
and i gotta admit it
im falling for you yeah,
im giving into it
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and i finally realized,
looking in those bright blue eyes,
id over analyzed
every word,
you said to me, you said to her,
and now im hurt
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thinking of you is stupid, its foolish
but living without you, screw cupid, hes useless
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weve had so many laughs
i cant help but think about the past
so caught up in the moment
but i know, no good can come from it
and every word that you say
i hold it close in memory
but lately
these memories are slippin away
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id rather be cheated with, than cheated on
but that dont mean that this aint wrong
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lets talk about last nights conversation
cause you have me here, waiting
was that just one of those late night bs texts?
or did you say what you meant
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theres a difference between
what your doin to me
and how you actually feel
and i know you dont see
but i dont wanna belive
that this isnt even real
cause you kill me with your words
i wanna be your only girl
but you get too close and i runaway
its sucks your unaware
i know youre no good
but i dont really care
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