sweetest girl

she drank her pain away
till she was gone and shitfaced
there was something that she tried to prove
with a stranger in a bar bathroom
do you see what you've done to her?
cause she used to be the sweetest girl

she hears the laughs behind her back
she'll keep running, but she's trapped
smiles, though she's pissed
takes it out on her wrists
do you see what you've done to her?
cause she used to be the sweetest girl

laughing with her so called friends
trying hard to be like them
she's crying and she chokes
can't see her through the smoke
do you see what you've done to her?
cause she used to be the sweetest girl

at the party she avoids the trays
until someone hands her a full plate
the bits and pieces she consumes
end up wasted in the bathroom
do you see what you've done to her?
cause she used to be the sweetest girl

in our heads

i wanna have you over at my house
in the kitchen talking loud
sneaking glances over my way
wishing we were by ourselves

unexpected you walk in
with that sneaky devil grin
know exactly what i'm thinking
cannot wait till we begin

everyone's out in the garage
try to fight it and it's so hard
all the things that we could do
in your truck parked in the backyard

crouching down beside the car
bite my lip, inches apart
sneak a kiss under the pressure
well, let the fun now start

anxiousness in your eyes
determined one thing on your mind
i make my way back to the door
excuse yourself to go inside...

deluding

i'm trying to be honest

with a promise

never made

to guide me

but it hides me

in love's darkest cave

deluding

i'm confusing

when to let go

with when to hold on

i've got it wrong

but i'm just

justifying

timid lying

to myself

no history

just mystery

what to do

you're refreshing

but i'm stressing

don't make me move