Monday, March 26, 2012

alone, at last

he says break your shell and make your move
shy she stalls, silence continues
nervous, she stares at his smile
here they are after all this time
thinking of the three years past
face to face, alone at last
he says "just do it cause I want it too
but tonight it has to come from you"
50/50 they compromise
as she leans in by his side
the way his lips feel on hers

the way they move, shatters the earth
she pulls him onto her, being bold
he holds her tight and takes control
in his arms, she feels so safe
perfect night, worth the wait
on his chest, against the couch
she wonders what's to happen now
they fall asleep, he rubs her side
she flashes back to a harder time
he had told her, then, not to fall
he didn't want to lead her on

but there he lays squeezing her shoulder
if only she were three years older
she opens her eyes, and admires his face
he looks back, how can he not feel the same

thinking of the three years past
face to face, alone at last

Sunday, March 18, 2012

chin up beautiful

no one has your eyes
no one shines as bright
so chin up beautiful
everything's going to be alright



mistakes are mistakes
today's a brash new day
so chin up beautiful
everything's going to be okay



you're talents beyond compare
face em if you dare
chin up beautiful
strut without a care



their shallow talks pathetic
learn but don't regret it
chin ip beautiful
soon they'll all forget it



your perfect how you are
blessed with a big heart
so chin up beautiful
shine through the dark



by yes are your peers
don't you waste your tears
chin up beautiful
and know I'm always  here



there will be no sign
truth will come in time
so chin up beautiful
boldly speak your mind

some gloomy title

darker skies cloud over
middle of october
candles burning darkness away
a day turns me older
as the night turns colder
and suddenly I'm alone, a single flame


pathetic I've fallen
angels are callin
i will never be the same
fear keeps me stalling
death keeps me crawling
i've only got me to blame


mistakes are haunting
tragedy is taunting
mimicking my every attempt
bitter nights daunting
love around is flaunting
endless stage of contempt

Friday, March 2, 2012

sorry

if I said that I wanted to kill myself
would you stop me or try to help
cause all of this useless
sitting here worthless
sorry

if I hung a rope around my neck
tighten till theres nothing left
or grab a knife
and end my life
sorry

ill never amount to much
never be good enough
desperate cries
drown out my eyes
sorry

i wish a murderer was in my closet
do he could do the job, and leave me in my coffin
or jump off the balcony
please don’t be mad at me
sorry

i’m honestly good for nothing
when I smile, darling, im bluffing
exhausted of the regret
criteria I haven’t met
sorry

youre not pretty, youre fat and dumb
youre going nowhere so just give up
theres no more hope for you
you always lose
there always somebody better
theres no hope for you
this is the truth
so ill leave with you this letter
sorry