last call

sorry to call you so late at night
i was trying to go to bed, but something was on my mind
before i jumped to conclusions i figured id just ask
cause i cant move on, until im done with the past
before i start, im just glad that you picked up
i dont think we'll talk again, unless your answer is enough
maybe calling you this late in the game is useless now
three years with you, i dont know how to do without
youre every unwanted cliche, every storybook prince
and ill admit ive compared everyone to you since
not having someone to fall back on, is what i fear the most
thats why i keep holding on, when i really should let go
this is it, my final question, it has been all along
and then ill let you go and slowly move on
did any of it mean anything, if not then thats cool too
just wanted to make sure before i fell back in love with you
before you say anything know, that this call was hard for me
and when you say what you will, say it sincerely
i really should go, but say it and ill stay
ive had too much  fun to have it any other way
i still believe you are good, i dont want anyone else
but its never going to be mutual, ill stop kidding myself
maybe down the road, though, youll find me
if its supposed to happen, someday it will be
december haunts me, i miss it so much
but now, time will decide if its love or lust
anyways, forget my question, thank you for your time
i think ill just go now, so, nevermind

until goodbye

when fate steps in

and its all you got

and you think youll win

think you’ve got a shot

feels like everythings new

but it’s the same old game

and you wish you knew

they cant just change their ways

you think that everyones good

until they prove you wrong

didn’t think they would

should’ve known all along

not many can be trusted

in a town so small

for you, you lusted

but for me, I fall

picking up all the pieces

beginning again

give me a reason

to still call you a friend

impressions are made

before people are known

i may have been afraid

but I am not alone

wish you could have seen

what I was holding inside

ill live vicariously

through this vision in mind

if you had let your guard down

and gotten to know

something couldve been found

but now our chances are blown

maybe its never too late

redemption follows you

a picture to recreate

please follow through

im not saying id change

but I could be anything

trust ill stay the same

i wanna give you everything

promises break weakened hearts

the possibility exists

give up, if I was remotely smart

but you I cant resist

so light another  cigarette

and give me one more try

ill give you nothing to regret

at least until goodbye

galvanization

hurt, lonely and desperate
you walked in, and we were destined
cause anything you are, is everything i like
youre surely unexpected
and this feeling accepted
is something ill take with me tonight



fairytales and fiction
fits my new boy addiction
cinderellas shoe, never would have guessed
reach beneath the surface
its new but i deserve this
ive waited long so lets put this to the test


tatoos on your arm
with your sarcastic charm
captivated by your immense allure
sexy crooked smile
makes me wanna go wild
exactly what ive been holding out for


arbitrary fascination
with the way my heart is racin
i have never really felt this kind of anxiety
ignoring my precedents
to accomodate your ambience
my heart strings pull, making me believe