Tears spring to her eyes
As she counts the many lies
But doesn’t dare open her mouth
Never voices a single doubt
No, she never says a word
She’s addicted to the hurt
She feels a tear leave her eye
Curls up, and tries to hide
She wishes she could runaway
Happiness outweighed by pain
She’s pleased one too many guys
They’ve left her cold with broken lines
Told her things that made her smile
Then left her in denial
Her mistakes have become proof
That she’s hiding from the truth
Her heart twists and somersaults
She tries to believe it’s not her fault
But her walls are crashing down
And no ones to be found
She feels so fucking hollow
A fake smile she’s borrowed
From a better past
How long will this last
She hurts inside
She isn’t safe in her own mind
She crawls back into her bed
Escaping from her head
She’s better off dead
Everyone’s better off with her dead