magnets

if youre a magnet, im attracted
ive never felt more alive
infatuated, ive contemplated
danger in your eyes

if this is all well ever be
then darling kiss me goodbye
cause it is you, that i still see
for only, id cry

im okay with unfair endings
ive done them once or twice
but we need just need stop pretending
and you need to tell me why

cause if youre a magnet, im attracted
ive never felt more alive
times restictive, but youre addictive
danger in your eyes

id say that im broken
but ive never felt better
every whisper spoken
pulls us together

convicne myself im alright
and i will walk away
but if you kiss me tonight
you know that i will stay

cause if youre a magnet, im attracted
ive never felt more alive
cause its alarming, how you are charming
danger in your eyes


 

imagine

by now you're in bed, trying to sleep

tossing and turning, are you thinking of me?

do you ever go back and remember that night

will I be in your dreams, like you are in mine

have you ever laid down, and thought of "what if"

can you still feel my skin and the taste of my lips

imagine how close I could get by your side

the whole house asleep in the dead of the night

you'd whisper hello with icy cold breath

holding me down, your lips graze my neck

and as theyd find mine, your hands on my face

wed turn around and Id straddle your waist

youd take it from there; show me things I don't know

my heads in the clouds, but your hands are down low

imagine my fingers pressing into your back

my body lifting as we interact

your fingers in my hair, wed reflect on pleasure

me in your arms, wed lay there together

but you are not here, and I am alone

tears in my eyes, I pick up the phone

by now I'm in bed, I'm trying to sleep

turn off my phone; I'll see you in my dreams

june be good to me

june be good to me
cant you see the real smile on my face
cant you feel your breath sweeping away
hope is what i taste
tell me this is real

june be good to me
cant you see desire for better days
cant you see me breaking from my phase
i havent felt this way
what is this new appeal

june be good to me
cant you see ive broken from that place
cant you see ive restored all my faith
ive broken from my chains
as i slowly heal

june be good to me
cant you see im done with this chase
cant you feel the darkness lift away
summers warm enbrace
i love the way this feels

strangers

started as strangers, as unlikely friends

that night in October, our story begins

a head rush, something new filled in my heart

it ended just before anything could start

excited I gave in to every request

longing for you I tried hard to impress

feeble and stupid I cherished your words

lonely, I sit now, bewildered and hurt

how did I let a stranger bring me down

mindful, I force my guard up now

I have to remember I did nothing wrong

continue to push forth, and try to move on

walking away you laugh coldheartedly

judging, but you never even knew me

started as strangers, as unlikely friends

that night in April, our story ends

sinking

hiding from the clouds

from the rain you welcomed down

building up my walls, higher than ever

my guard is up now

the flame is burning out

its still you that I want, forever

deepening now

I dream about

The way we could be together

Been all around

Still haven’t found

Someone who knew me better

running from the sound

of their pessimistic doubt

they try to tell me, never

losing our ground

sinking, we drown

in love, lets go wherever

jump

she feels so low,

she doesn’t want to move

her skeletons hollow,

truth is breaking through

her heart is tired,

she can’t even cry

her every desire

is now a goodbye

you haven’t see her slipping,

or crying at night

you haven’t heard the ripping,

of her heart inside

all you see is a happy girl,

fooling herself

lying to the whole world,

being someone else

in the daytime, she’s hiding;

the sleeves come off at night

the echoes reminding,

she’s best friends with the knife

with a mastered practiced smile,

the nights what she awaits

hadn't feared all this time,

but now she hesitates

both feet on the railing,

a slip could end it all

at this too, she’s failing,

why does she stall?

why does she stall?

somewhere down this road

hoping, I stood there for longer than you deserved

broken, I waited, do you see how im hurt

excuses I made for your own sorry sake

you took as prizes in your stupid games

youve drained all the life

from my tired, hollow eyes

I hope that youre happy now, cause

maybe not tomorrow

and definitely not today

but somewhere down this road

youre gonna wish I had stayed

youre gonna realize  what I had seen

before I walked away

oh somewhere down this road

youre gonna wish I had stayed

defeated, our chapters a page now turned

slowly, I let go of your empty words

I tried to love you through all your faults

so how is it that, youre the one to have moved on

you’ve drained all the life

from my tired, hollow eyes

so I hope that youre happy now, cause

maybe not tomorrow

and definitely not today

but somewhere down this road

youre gonna wish I had stayed

youre gonna realize  what I had seen

before I walked away

oh somewhere down this road

youre gonna wish I had stayed