jump

she feels so low,

she doesn’t want to move

her skeletons hollow,

truth is breaking through

her heart is tired,

she can’t even cry

her every desire

is now a goodbye

you haven’t see her slipping,

or crying at night

you haven’t heard the ripping,

of her heart inside

all you see is a happy girl,

fooling herself

lying to the whole world,

being someone else

in the daytime, she’s hiding;

the sleeves come off at night

the echoes reminding,

she’s best friends with the knife

with a mastered practiced smile,

the nights what she awaits

hadn't feared all this time,

but now she hesitates

both feet on the railing,

a slip could end it all

at this too, she’s failing,

why does she stall?

why does she stall?