still

i can still feel that first 
waiting cause i froze
now i try hard to remember 
december
was a very long time ago

i can still hear you whisper
hey baby are you cold
now i try hard to remember 
december 
was a very long time ago

i can still feel your heartbeat
your bare skin, no clothes
now i try hard to remember 
december 
was a very long time ago

i can still see the streetlight 
your truck as it goes
now i try hard to remember
december 
was a very long time ago

and after all that, after everything, you went back, leaving me empty. after all that, after everything, you turned away. nothing is concrete.