last call

sorry to call you so late at night
i was trying to go to bed, but something was on my mind
before i jumped to conclusions i figured id just ask
cause i cant move on, until im done with the past
before i start, im just glad that you picked up
i dont think we'll talk again, unless your answer is enough
maybe calling you this late in the game is useless now
three years with you, i dont know how to do without
youre every unwanted cliche, every storybook prince
and ill admit ive compared everyone to you since
not having someone to fall back on, is what i fear the most
thats why i keep holding on, when i really should let go
this is it, my final question, it has been all along
and then ill let you go and slowly move on
did any of it mean anything, if not then thats cool too
just wanted to make sure before i fell back in love with you
before you say anything know, that this call was hard for me
and when you say what you will, say it sincerely
i really should go, but say it and ill stay
ive had too much  fun to have it any other way
i still believe you are good, i dont want anyone else
but its never going to be mutual, ill stop kidding myself
maybe down the road, though, youll find me
if its supposed to happen, someday it will be
december haunts me, i miss it so much
but now, time will decide if its love or lust
anyways, forget my question, thank you for your time
i think ill just go now, so, nevermind

until goodbye

when fate steps in

and its all you got

and you think youll win

think you’ve got a shot

feels like everythings new

but it’s the same old game

and you wish you knew

they cant just change their ways

you think that everyones good

until they prove you wrong

didn’t think they would

should’ve known all along

not many can be trusted

in a town so small

for you, you lusted

but for me, I fall

picking up all the pieces

beginning again

give me a reason

to still call you a friend

impressions are made

before people are known

i may have been afraid

but I am not alone

wish you could have seen

what I was holding inside

ill live vicariously

through this vision in mind

if you had let your guard down

and gotten to know

something couldve been found

but now our chances are blown

maybe its never too late

redemption follows you

a picture to recreate

please follow through

im not saying id change

but I could be anything

trust ill stay the same

i wanna give you everything

promises break weakened hearts

the possibility exists

give up, if I was remotely smart

but you I cant resist

so light another  cigarette

and give me one more try

ill give you nothing to regret

at least until goodbye

galvanization

hurt, lonely and desperate
you walked in, and we were destined
cause anything you are, is everything i like
youre surely unexpected
and this feeling accepted
is something ill take with me tonight



fairytales and fiction
fits my new boy addiction
cinderellas shoe, never would have guessed
reach beneath the surface
its new but i deserve this
ive waited long so lets put this to the test


tatoos on your arm
with your sarcastic charm
captivated by your immense allure
sexy crooked smile
makes me wanna go wild
exactly what ive been holding out for


arbitrary fascination
with the way my heart is racin
i have never really felt this kind of anxiety
ignoring my precedents
to accomodate your ambience
my heart strings pull, making me believe

as if

i keep waiting for a rainbow
as if it hadnt rained enough
i keep looking out the window
as if the storm will clear up


i never should of told you that i fell in love
cause you put the brakes on and it tore me up
no i never shouldve told you, shouldve given up
cause now im trippin on a vision
and its clouding up


i keep waiting for the unknown
as if i already know enough
i keep waiting for your ringtone
as if a call would make it up


i never should of told you that i fell in love
cause you put the brakes on and it tore me up
no i never shouldve told you, shouldve given up
cause now im trippin on a vision
and its clouding up

this is happening

the lights went down
with the music loud
in a sensual crowd
somehow, its you ive found


were face to face
your hands are on my waist
we move, its so unchaste
im wondering how youd taste


your hands are underneath
and the way you touch me
i just cannot believe
this is happening


is it the atmosphere
that makes you feel sincere
cause its my greatest fear
tomorrow, you wont be here


but as i try to convey
the music plays
lets just get carried away
tomorrows a whole other day

mommy

being a mother is not an easy task
yet you do it everyday, no matter what is asked
its crazy how much i need you
our love is genuine, and deeply true
a day without you, i cannot go
my time with you is precious, so lets take it slow
the years go by and the days get longer
but our friendship is growing and keeps getting stronger
before you think it it, i am there to speak
before you think it it is done for me
we work so well together, you by my side
i know with you, each mountain i can climb
you let me be fearless and encourage my dreams
and i help you with your worries, we make a great team
mother and daughter, best friends for life
through happiness and laughter, toil and strife
i want to take this time to express gratitude
for the words of encouragement and everything else you do
from your laugh to your cry, i know your voice by heart
youve taught me to accept, belong and be smart
all the things you do and allthe advice you give
is for my own good, a better life to live
i am a better, wiser person all in all
because of your knowledge, and love since i was small
being a mother is hard and trying
but you do it so well, all the while, smiling

thats the way the cookie crumbles

why cant life be like how its on Laguna Beach
gotta have faith in fate, practive what i preach
awaiting the future, believe in what i cant see
if its supposed to happen, then it will be
God wont leave us alone, never lost or stranded
He wont leave us behind, not ever empty handed
Hes got something in store, our destiny
trapped in this life were living, He will set us free
somethings far more better, than we can ever dream
this lifes temporary, thought it may not seem
one day the doors will open for me to step inside
Gods done so much for me, ive at least got to try