my girls

her hearts been broken
she feels so inadequate
but she's too soft spoken
but why won't he commit?
thoughts keep her up at night
people telling her she's weak
one more year,  keep up the fight
shes the strongest girl you'll ever meet

she feels so strongly
never wants to let go
she's been done so wrongly
feeling hurt and hollow
she's grown up so much now
no longer shy and meek
turned her life around
she's the strongest girl you'll ever meet

she'd give him anything
except what he wants
proud she wears that ring
as temptation taunts
works hard to play hard
the world sits at her feet
she plays all the right cards
and she's the strongest girl you'll ever meet

different battles
different fears
living learning
beyond their years
guards build up
hearts recline
knowledge grows
in passing time
racking up
experience
take the world with
confidence
you're beautiful, live faithfully
you're the strongest girls I'll ever meet

someday

your eyes they blaze through me
looking down smiling lazily
messy hair, tousled tastefully

eyes alive crazed, they dance
weak, my knees don't stand a chance
enticed by your slow romance

walk around the pool table
rest your finger at my navel
have to breathe; I'm hardly able

locking eyes as you progress
feathered kissed on my neck
shriving, I am out of breath

hands gentle upon my face
leaves no time to contemplate
dizzy, the bar fades away

suddenly, I hear my name
look across as you say hey
smiling, I think disarrayed...


someday.

dreamer

she was dreamer
an avid believer
always jumped in with both feet
her head the clouds
refusing to come down
assuming the best of who she meets
trust was unquestioned
until it was mentioned
she would believe you blindly
an innocent angel
you swept into hell
deceived by the veil you wore kindly
that is enough now
she picked up and got out
something shes done so constantly
defeated and used
shes empty, unmoved
ready and waiting with her heart on her sleeve
she wasnt scared
she was too prepared
all she wanted was to be saved
another frog kissed
how many more till a prince
she just wants to feel okay

so much closer

i get that this is crazy,

I might be asking a lot

but I think we’re capable,

and Lord knows ive waited long enough

i get your hearts been broken,

shut off to loves exposure

but you know that this feels right,

and I just need you so much closer

breath into me tonight babe

forget the world exists

and as the candles burn down

into your arms well kiss

its always been me and you

you know we were never over

can we forget the past?

cause I just need you so much closer

temporary

Miss me baby

It’s all I want

Kiss me baby

It’s all my fault

Hear me whisper

Soft at night

Feel my eyes burn

But I’m alright

Say you’re sorry

At least for now

Pray my worries

Soon wear out

This town is small

But you are nowhere

My frown is long

But you don’t care

Sense my heart bleed

Just for you

See what id seen

Make it come true

You hold the key

To my happiness

But you lock the door

With a goodbye kiss

I slide to the ground

Now it is over

Head in my knees

So this closure

wind

its kinda a lonely night

even the seas think so

but as they pass on by

the wind whispers cold

talks about a prince

says hes gonna be all mine

says that hes convinced

that he’ll be here at the right time

tells me he’ll treat me right

tells me he’ll be everything

that I wish for at night

and even more than I can dream

says he’ll cherish my heart

and accept me as is

that’s a great start

but wind tell me this

will he honor my wants

and desire my hopes

and when my past haunts

will he hold me close

will he encourage my betterment

or belittle my dreams

will his motives be heaven sent?

Or laced over greed?

wind whispers in my ear

so closely, I shook

he said my prince is very near

if I would just look

a piece of unfinished work

he still needs some time

but what I have learned

is he will be mine

hurt

Tears spring to her eyes

As she counts the many lies

But doesn’t dare open her mouth

Never voices a single doubt

No, she never says a word

She’s addicted to the hurt

She feels a tear leave her eye

Curls up, and tries to hide

She wishes she could runaway

Happiness outweighed by pain

She’s pleased one too many guys

They’ve left her cold with broken lines

Told her things that made her smile

Then left her in denial

Her mistakes have become proof

That she’s hiding from the truth

Her heart twists and somersaults

She tries to believe it’s not her fault

But her walls are crashing down

And no ones to be found

She feels so fucking hollow

A fake smile she’s borrowed

From a better past

How long will this last

She hurts inside

She isn’t safe in her own mind

She crawls back into her bed

Escaping from her head

She’s better off dead

Everyone’s better off with her dead