Monday, January 16, 2012

and were here again

breaking all of my rules
for just one night with you
id say no, but i forgot how
false hope carries me on
fear leads my broken heart
i never thought that id still be here, now

consequence is a lost term
mistakes are how I learn
im a girl I never thought I would be
finishing what I started is
somewhat an accomplishment
and I intend to do this, selfishly

fuck what they say about you
fuck the hell you put me through
theres got to be a reason youre still here
all the others let me down
a keepsake, seems, I have found
pull me close, now, whisper in my ear

Sunday, January 8, 2012

4:55

seeing you last night
made me just realize
im not ready to give up on this yet
memories will follow
leaving me hollow
since long ago, when we first met

i cannot fight this
and dammit, I quit
i don’t see a reason to let you go
the odds are always against us
ive known all along, that were fucked
but that’s never stopped us before

its four fifty five now
i climb in, we ride out
will this storybook have a good ending?
it’s perfect, the moonlight
your smile shining so bright
can we stop with all this pretending?

bitter truth

i never thought youd use your games on me
a victim of your immaturity
i guess I have this problem with trust
mistake my feelings; love for lust


began so fast I guess I should’ve known
im burning up, but your eyes are cold
they said runaway, hes bad news
ignored them because I trusted you


you cocky, prick is this just a thing you do?
win over hearts, and then break them in two
i wish id known that I was being played
cause to me, both can play this game


girls put your drinks up, baby take the show
ladies and vodka because that’s all you know
i guess ive lost now so cheers to you
another round please, fuck the bitter truth

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

lords

the lords have lost their luster
they no longer shine so bright
and the confidence i muster
only gets me through the night


the princes ive selected
have only let me down
thought and recollected
go on give up your crown


so what, i think its true
every girl should be a princess
and when i chose you
i guess that i just misread

Sunday, November 27, 2011

last call

sorry to call you so late at night
i was trying to go to bed, but something was on my mind
before i jumped to conclusions i figured id just ask
cause i cant move on, until im done with the past
before i start, im just glad that you picked up
i dont think we'll talk again, unless your answer is enough
maybe calling you this late in the game is useless now
three years with you, i dont know how to do without
youre every unwanted cliche, every storybook prince
and ill admit ive compared everyone to you since
not having someone to fall back on, is what i fear the most
thats why i keep holding on, when i really should let go
this is it, my final question, it has been all along
and then ill let you go and slowly move on
did any of it mean anything, if not then thats cool too
just wanted to make sure before i fell back in love with you
before you say anything know, that this call was hard for me
and when you say what you will, say it sincerely
i really should go, but say it and ill stay
ive had too much  fun to have it any other way
i still believe you are good, i dont want anyone else
but its never going to be mutual, ill stop kidding myself
maybe down the road, though, youll find me
if its supposed to happen, someday it will be
december haunts me, i miss it so much
but now, time will decide if its love or lust
anyways, forget my question, thank you for your time
i think ill just go now, so, nevermind





Wednesday, November 23, 2011

until goodbye

when fate steps in
and its all you got
and you think youll win
think you’ve got a shot
feels like everythings new
but it’s the same old game
and you wish you knew
they cant just change their ways

you think that everyones good
until they prove you wrong
didn’t think they would
should’ve known all along
not many can be trusted
in a town so small
for you, you lusted
but for me, I fall

picking up all the pieces
beginning again
give me a reason
to still call you a friend
impressions are made
before people are known
i may have been afraid
but I am not alone

wish you could have seen
what I was holding inside
ill live vicariously
through this vision in mind
if you had let your guard down
and gotten to know
something couldve been found
but now our chances are blown

maybe its never too late
redemption follows you
a picture to recreate
please follow through
im not saying id change
but I could be anything
trust ill stay the same
i wanna give you everything

promises break weakened hearts
the possibility exists
give up, if I was remotely smart
but you I cant resist
so light another  cigarette
and give me one more try
ill give you nothing to regret
at least until goodbye

Sunday, November 20, 2011

galvanization

hurt, lonely and desperate
you walked in, and we were destined
cause anything you are, is everything i like
youre surely unexpected
and this feeling accepted
is something ill take with me tonight



fairytales and fiction
fits my new boy addiction
cinderellas shoe, never would have guessed
reach beneath the surface
its new but i deserve this
ive waited long so lets put this to the test


tatoos on your arm
with your sarcastic charm
captivated by your immense allure
sexy crooked smile
makes me wanna go wild
exactly what ive been holding out for


arbitrary fascination
with the way my heart is racin
i have never really felt this kind of anxiety
ignoring my precedents
to accomodate your ambience
my heart strings pull, making me believe