bitter truth

i never thought youd use your games on me
a victim of your immaturity
i guess I have this problem with trust
mistake my feelings; love for lust


began so fast I guess I should’ve known
im burning up, but your eyes are cold
they said runaway, hes bad news
ignored them because I trusted you


you cocky, prick is this just a thing you do?
win over hearts, and then break them in two
i wish id known that I was being played
cause to me, both can play this game


girls put your drinks up, baby take the show
ladies and vodka because that’s all you know
i guess ive lost now so cheers to you
another round please, fuck the bitter truth

lords

the lords have lost their luster
they no longer shine so bright
and the confidence i muster
only gets me through the night


the princes ive selected
have only let me down
thought and recollected
go on give up your crown


so what, i think its true
every girl should be a princess
and when i chose you
i guess that i just misread

last call

sorry to call you so late at night
i was trying to go to bed, but something was on my mind
before i jumped to conclusions i figured id just ask
cause i cant move on, until im done with the past
before i start, im just glad that you picked up
i dont think we'll talk again, unless your answer is enough
maybe calling you this late in the game is useless now
three years with you, i dont know how to do without
youre every unwanted cliche, every storybook prince
and ill admit ive compared everyone to you since
not having someone to fall back on, is what i fear the most
thats why i keep holding on, when i really should let go
this is it, my final question, it has been all along
and then ill let you go and slowly move on
did any of it mean anything, if not then thats cool too
just wanted to make sure before i fell back in love with you
before you say anything know, that this call was hard for me
and when you say what you will, say it sincerely
i really should go, but say it and ill stay
ive had too much  fun to have it any other way
i still believe you are good, i dont want anyone else
but its never going to be mutual, ill stop kidding myself
maybe down the road, though, youll find me
if its supposed to happen, someday it will be
december haunts me, i miss it so much
but now, time will decide if its love or lust
anyways, forget my question, thank you for your time
i think ill just go now, so, nevermind

until goodbye

when fate steps in

and its all you got

and you think youll win

think you’ve got a shot

feels like everythings new

but it’s the same old game

and you wish you knew

they cant just change their ways

you think that everyones good

until they prove you wrong

didn’t think they would

should’ve known all along

not many can be trusted

in a town so small

for you, you lusted

but for me, I fall

picking up all the pieces

beginning again

give me a reason

to still call you a friend

impressions are made

before people are known

i may have been afraid

but I am not alone

wish you could have seen

what I was holding inside

ill live vicariously

through this vision in mind

if you had let your guard down

and gotten to know

something couldve been found

but now our chances are blown

maybe its never too late

redemption follows you

a picture to recreate

please follow through

im not saying id change

but I could be anything

trust ill stay the same

i wanna give you everything

promises break weakened hearts

the possibility exists

give up, if I was remotely smart

but you I cant resist

so light another  cigarette

and give me one more try

ill give you nothing to regret

at least until goodbye

galvanization

hurt, lonely and desperate
you walked in, and we were destined
cause anything you are, is everything i like
youre surely unexpected
and this feeling accepted
is something ill take with me tonight



fairytales and fiction
fits my new boy addiction
cinderellas shoe, never would have guessed
reach beneath the surface
its new but i deserve this
ive waited long so lets put this to the test


tatoos on your arm
with your sarcastic charm
captivated by your immense allure
sexy crooked smile
makes me wanna go wild
exactly what ive been holding out for


arbitrary fascination
with the way my heart is racin
i have never really felt this kind of anxiety
ignoring my precedents
to accomodate your ambience
my heart strings pull, making me believe

as if

i keep waiting for a rainbow
as if it hadnt rained enough
i keep looking out the window
as if the storm will clear up


i never should of told you that i fell in love
cause you put the brakes on and it tore me up
no i never shouldve told you, shouldve given up
cause now im trippin on a vision
and its clouding up


i keep waiting for the unknown
as if i already know enough
i keep waiting for your ringtone
as if a call would make it up


i never should of told you that i fell in love
cause you put the brakes on and it tore me up
no i never shouldve told you, shouldve given up
cause now im trippin on a vision
and its clouding up

this is happening

the lights went down
with the music loud
in a sensual crowd
somehow, its you ive found


were face to face
your hands are on my waist
we move, its so unchaste
im wondering how youd taste


your hands are underneath
and the way you touch me
i just cannot believe
this is happening


is it the atmosphere
that makes you feel sincere
cause its my greatest fear
tomorrow, you wont be here


but as i try to convey
the music plays
lets just get carried away
tomorrows a whole other day